A 4 year old little girl. She leaves her room at night, crawling on all four to get to her parents’ room. She chooses to escape the brutal sexual abuse of her brothers and their friends if she stays in her room.
She hopes this time when she goes to her parents’ room they will respond with love and kindness. Each night she has renewed hope that it will happen.
The mom and dad are alcoholics, always on the verge of passing out from the alcohol at this time of night. If the dad hears her, he yells at her to go back to her bedroom, which she does with tears in her eyes, and her heart broken.
If the Mom discovers her on the ground of their room, she sometimes shows her compassion. She quietly pulls her up into the bed with her, and scratches her back before she quietly sexually abuses her with her big, drunk, disgusting body.
The four year old keeps hoping one day it will be different. It never was…
And this is her foundation for life.